Sunday, May 10, 2009
Friday, May 8, 2009
it's been a while
it's been a while. in a whirlwind of love and lust (yeah so he's pretty darn hot and i'm not scared to admit it), i fell into a relationship and now, i've been pitifully spat out. oh why god why
to be fair, we're trying to maintain it. somehow. but maybe it is just all a better disguised lie than the changwen affair and in the end, it will turn out to be the same. he hasn't called me. in 24 hours. is that a cause for concern? the last time we spoke/texted was yesterday morning
):
what am i doing?
in a silly, blinded way i love him though. i'll admit i'm being ridiculous, but love is ridiculous sometimes right? i can't help how my heart behaves. i really have no control over it. i think i was born without that little wire that connects my heart and brain.
):
what am i going to do?
i'm in hong kong now! first day of hong kong shopping is over! woohoooo only acquired 2 pairs of shoes, a denim dress, a pair of cool checkered pants and essential sheer black stockings. they all add to my wardrobe. i need
a hat. omg i need a flat top, straw hat.
those gold fether earrings from the darings!
a bikini
suspenders? (NO)
a new heart <3
going to yum cha later! i woke up at 5:38am yesterday and 6am today improvement right? cept i also slept an hour later. been watching lipstick jungle! it's really pseudo sex and the city but not half as good. however, their clothes are a lot more realistic and definitely nice to look at. i want to be victory ford!
me: what am i going to do without you?
him: you'll be fine. you can go to the dude to look for me
me: but you won't be there
him: you can come to willow tree
me: but you won't be there
him: go to gg brown
me: but you won't be there anymore! who's going to line up for yogo with me? who's going to wake me up in the morning? who am i going to call everyday? what should i do?
i love you; why isn't that enough?
to be fair, we're trying to maintain it. somehow. but maybe it is just all a better disguised lie than the changwen affair and in the end, it will turn out to be the same. he hasn't called me. in 24 hours. is that a cause for concern? the last time we spoke/texted was yesterday morning
):
what am i doing?
in a silly, blinded way i love him though. i'll admit i'm being ridiculous, but love is ridiculous sometimes right? i can't help how my heart behaves. i really have no control over it. i think i was born without that little wire that connects my heart and brain.
):
what am i going to do?
i'm in hong kong now! first day of hong kong shopping is over! woohoooo only acquired 2 pairs of shoes, a denim dress, a pair of cool checkered pants and essential sheer black stockings. they all add to my wardrobe. i need
a hat. omg i need a flat top, straw hat.
those gold fether earrings from the darings!
a bikini
suspenders? (NO)
a new heart <3
going to yum cha later! i woke up at 5:38am yesterday and 6am today improvement right? cept i also slept an hour later. been watching lipstick jungle! it's really pseudo sex and the city but not half as good. however, their clothes are a lot more realistic and definitely nice to look at. i want to be victory ford!
me: what am i going to do without you?
him: you'll be fine. you can go to the dude to look for me
me: but you won't be there
him: you can come to willow tree
me: but you won't be there
him: go to gg brown
me: but you won't be there anymore! who's going to line up for yogo with me? who's going to wake me up in the morning? who am i going to call everyday? what should i do?
i love you; why isn't that enough?
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