after this long pause.. sorry
10:55am
I love you. Look at all the signs. It finally feels like everyone abandoned me. Even when you were just hanging around, looking around, it didn’t feel like you left. But now you’re gone. Are you really? I’m sorry I’m so sorry I made a mistake. Please please say I’m worth overlooking this one mistake. Please choose me.
I don’t even know what to say. I know I did something wrong. If you ask me to explain I can’t really because the fact is I did do it. I won’t lie about it. I told you I would never lie to you, never keep anything from you.
You used to constantly ask, is there something you’re not telling me? Is there another guy did you do something? And the answer was always no. This time, I volunteered the information. I told you before it was asked because I love you I can’t keep anything from you I can’t lie to you. I never could. I want to be fair to you and give you everything. Even if it’s the decision to leave me.
I don’t want to do anything anymore. The only thing I want is, always was, you.
