beautiful disaster

she loves her mama's lemonade,
hates the sounds that goodbyes make.
she prays one day she'll find someone to need her.
she swears that there's no difference,
between the lies and complements
it's all the same if everybody leaves her

and every magazine tells her she's not good enough,
the pictures that she sees make her cry.

and she would change everything, everything just ask her.
caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,
and she needs someone to take her home.

she's giving boys what they want,
tries to act so nonchalant,
afraid they'll see that she's lost her direction.
she never stays the same for long,
assuming that she'll get it wrong.
perfect only in her imperfection.

she's not a drama queen,
she doesn't want to feel this way,
only twenty-one but tired.

she would change everything for happy ever after.
caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,
but she just needs someone to take her home.

because she's just the way she is, but no ones told her that's ok.

and she would change everything, everything just ask her.
caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,

but she just needs someone to take her home
and just needs someone to take her home.