sleepless

its bad enough when you wrong someone but when its someone good its kinda unbearable
or if they're like you. when you hurt someone similar to yourself

i keep wondering if you still talk to her if you're still close if you're both closer. i keep thinking about what you were both like together whether you were better whether it was better and if i ruined something perfect

or maybe it doesn't matter anyway. and i'm just a slight detour but the final destination remains the same. and i didn't really make an impact anyway i don't really matter do i?

why did you tell me you think you love me? but words are so easy to say.