i love izzy

omg my life is so messed up i don't know if i should laugh or cry. it vaguely resembles a tv drama.

firstly my phone was stolen by some asshole who decided taking my $500 dollar phone is not enough, he has to mess with my life

so he goes into my facebook and email and decides to screw up other people and changes my status, posts on people's wall and I HATE YOU BASTARD

rawr

then he so conveniently texts the boy i need to run away from.

ok update about boy. ARGH I WANT TO YELL AT YOU. he like cannot accept that i DO NOT LIKE YOU
we have no future
it would never work
he is not right for me
and he wants to keep trying to prove to me we have a future (we do not) OMG

sorry too late

and then he breaks down and cries in front of me and flies to london to "escape" for the weekend. are you serious?

on top of the crying, every night (i mean early morning 3am) he messages me things like
why why me? why did you do this to me? you managed to totally break me are you happy now? what are you sorry for? why me seriously why did you choose me? did i ever hurt you to the point where you suffered like this to the point where you jus want to die in your sleep?

OMG. ok fine you are sad. i'm sorry i broke your heart. but whining and groveling is not going to help. don't cry to me. don't cry. i did not ruin your life.

you need to man up.

i'm trying to help you i keep saying we can talk we'll still be friends. and you hang up on me thank you. what the hell am i suppose to do?? then six hours after you hang up you send me these crazy messages. god.

ok wait so yeah what did personwhostolemyphone text the boy? he said "we need to talk i miss you" which obviously arghh. god. so the boy called me and was like oh really what do you wana talk about blah blah blah all happy and shit and i was like oh i lost my phone......

and now he thinks god has a personal vendetta against him. i feel bad that the jerk who stole my phone texted him. it doesn't help anything. so now the boy has jus gotten crazier. i don't know how to help.

i'm so scared if i tell you anything that resembles the truth
that you need to move on and get over yourself
that this isn't everything! there's more i'm but one girl
it will be ok
YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY PERSON WHO'S BEEN CHEATED ON AND BROKEN UP WITH YOU DO NOT HAVE THE WORSE LIFE IN THE WORLD everyone has been left behind before

st patty's is suppose to be fun. all i got was a green tongue. and i'm chasing the wrong dreams. i have a green pebble phone. wth. i met this boy. extremely nerdy to the max. haha good bye.